Parental Love in Parenthesis

"i was in the study room watching lakehouse with my sister (its a really nice show) and someone calls the house. so the phone rings and my brother picks up. then he starts to walk to the study room. then my dad ask him rudely "is it for dominc" then my brother said it is for agneta (my younger sis). then after that my dad says as a remark that his waiting for "dominic's boyfriend" to call.... i mean WHAT THE FUCK ...."

his parents know...
I just have a gut feeling that they know everything.... more then I ever expect them to know...

... much more then what he has expected them to know...

What is wrong??

What is wrong with me loving him?
What is wrong that he loves me so much that he, by nature being an obedient kid... would defy all odds and circumstances... to love me in return?...

why?...

I mean... I'm not some street pickup that will teach your son bad values?
I don't stay out late every night and patronize bars and clubs regularly...

I work extremely hard for what I value in life..
I have achieve good results for the efforts that I put in...

I love God, I love the people around me..
I love my parents and my brothers too...

I know the world, I've seen the world and I've felt the world...

I'm not weak. I can fight, and I can protect...
I'm not poor. I can spend and I can earn...
I'm not sick. I can do twelve pull ups and a hundred push ups without flinching.

If thats not enough,

I'm ready to keep your son close in my arms, safe and warm from the vicious world...


Likewise, I'm sure he will do it for me too...


Why?...

it hurts... all I want to do is to get you to like me and accept me...

if you tear us apart... what do you get in return?

what can you earn but tears, bitter resentment and the assurance that you've scarred your dear son's heart permernantly?..


I don't even want to think....


Its not just puppy love.... don't you see?
Its the love that binds two people together since the dawn of time...


Just close your eyes and think... what do you get out of it?









I love Dominic.

nothing can change that.

not you. not him. not anybody.